all that is to say
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
ion
that looks like my instagram account
currently
so an active mazelike process
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Today I felt like starting
feel you
Lift Analysis
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
lol
or never left
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
send your tumblr
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
...