I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

you have a beautiful account btw

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it is hopeful

so at the end

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

have you read

so an active mazelike process

lol yea

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

not their contents

really i want the internet

barren land

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

i want to do that too

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.