i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Worse Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Style

plato

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

1

like first name

magnetisation/form

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

idk

i dont understand magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

and the fake qualifier

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what do you mean

its good

what do you think my name is

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i see a website

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

ion

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

barren land

ahnaf abrar

that looks like my instagram account

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