it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i understand

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

like first name

god being the centre magnet

what do you mean

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

December 2025

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

as in

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

really i want the internet

Better Lift

you cannot feed someone truth

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.