Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Better Lift
you cannot feed someone truth
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
hiding from the rain
i have read not even 1 book
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
what do you mean
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
much more tactility
bro i read nothing in my life
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i dont understand magnetisation
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
like magnets
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.