think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

no like which do people call me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like first name

bro i read nothing in my life

Slug

abrar?

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetises a pin

plato

was it worth it

its good

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

i was tempted to lie about my name

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

December 2025

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

you cannot feed someone truth

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.