think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

plato

its good

its performative

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

as in

like first name

isaac

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

bro i read nothing in my life


we can only engage in such a way

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

what do you mean

you cannot feed someone truth

division of reality is straying away from it

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

autonomy of learning

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

that looks like my instagram account

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i dont understand magnetisation

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.