i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Better Lift

13, H, grate

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

plato

idk

send your tumblr

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

much more tactility

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.