And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

...

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

December 2025

I Write Goodbye Letter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


2 (actually index). two is company

It Will Get Lighter

Lift Analysis

not so on: yvf(wthw)

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

magnetises a pin

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i dont understand magnetisation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good

god being the centre magnet


I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

13, H, grate