brb i will read and reply sincerely

it is hopeful

no like which do people call me

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

abrar?

kind of mythopoesis

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i want to do that too

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

what do you mean

propensity within someone

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Can I see

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thank you, Jack

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

isaac newton

was it worth it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

isaac

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.