a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

we need to be deconstructing our identities

December 2025

your feed looks like my tumblr

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

abrar?

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

as in

feel you

what do you think my name is

not their contents

lol yea

is this you as well

division of reality is straying away from it

ahnaf abrar

you cannot feed someone truth

was it worth it

i love it here

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

yeah

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

magnetisation/form

all that is to say

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

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