the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

much more tactility

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

propensity within someone

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Worse Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

autonomy of learning

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

thank you

sorry i am texting like a slav

magnetisation/form

Picture

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

wait what is that

all that is to say

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

1

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I am below everything.

i dont understand magnetisation

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

barren land