amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

division of reality is straying away from it

much more tactility

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

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think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

idk

but i respect your search

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

propensity within someone

really i want the internet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them