They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

plato

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

no i haven't really read anything

so the method has to be autonomous

its good short few pages

ion

i dont understand magnetisation

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

so at the end

its good

not their contents

isaac


Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

fw

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I Write Goodbye Letter


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

no longer writing in the third person

i love it here

so an active mazelike process