a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Today I felt like starting

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

brb i will read and reply sincerely

so an active mazelike process

but really the thing should be autonomous

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

but i respect your search

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

thank you

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Slug

yeah

i see a website

ahnaf abrar

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

we need to be deconstructing our identities

abrar?

i want to do that too

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful