My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

so an active mazelike process

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

so the method has to be autonomous

13, H, grate

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i see a website

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50