This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Rain, starting

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

like first name

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i love it here

barren land

plato

i want to do that too

"Put a blanket."
propensity within someone

i was tempted to lie about my name

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

what do you think my name is

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

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i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

ahnaf abrar

plato

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.