the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting

we need to be deconstructing our identities

lol

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

...

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i want to do that too

ahnaf abrar

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

plato

abrar?

what do you think my name is

i dont understand magnetisation

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

is everyoneback on tumblr now

It Will Get Lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like first name

really i want the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

and the fake qualifier