the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

idk

really i want the internet

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

magnetisation/form

kind of mythopoesis

you have a beautiful account btw

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

but really the thing should be autonomous

and the fake qualifier

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

fw

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i love it here

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17