no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

really i want the internet

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you cannot feed someone truth

like first name

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i see a website

ahnaf abrar

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Can I see

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59