There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

in a post. I want to be remembered

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Style

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Better Lift

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

and the fake qualifier

isaac newton

Slug


magnetises a pin

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its good short few pages

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

and the fake qualifier

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

we need to be deconstructing our identities