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really i want the internet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Can I see

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

as in

Lift Analysis

Better Lift

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

all that is to say

you cannot feed someone truth

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

but i respect your search

propensity within someone

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Today I felt like starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

It Will Get Lighter