Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
propensity within someone
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
sorry i am texting like a slav
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
division of reality is straying away from it
plato
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
abrar?
not their contents
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
isaac newton
i want to do that too
and the fake qualifier
the site i am dreaming
ion
...
in a post. I want to be remembered
...
brb i will read and reply sincerely
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
yes
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc....
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
i understand