in a post. I want to be remembered

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Can I see

Thank you, Jack

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

yes

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

bro i read nothing in my life