the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

currently

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out. 

        13       |
                |
                |
            H   |
                |
                |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
                |

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Rain, starting

"Put a blanket."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged