Rain, starting

no longer writing in the third person

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

we can only engage in such a way

so at the end

was it worth it

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

division of reality is straying away from it

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

propensity within someone

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

like first name

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

feel you

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

idk