Today I felt like starting
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Better Lift
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i
want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game
engine
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
Lift Analysis
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
Like the tide, it comes in and it
washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like
the tide it goes out, sometimes it
goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across
the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is
look at
it.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
2 (actually index). two is company
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned
and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre
of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
but i respect your search
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
