I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
in a post. I want to be remembered
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
lol yea
like first name
as in
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
idk
i have read not even 1 book
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
what do you think my name is
all that is to say
i love it here