something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

no like which do people call me

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

propensity within someone

so at the end

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

as in

so an active mazelike process

have you read

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ion


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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

isaac

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything