the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

as in

magnetises a pin

all that is to say

its performative

isaac

bro i read nothing in my life

the site i am dreaming

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

like first name

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i understand

no longer writing in the third person

hello reader,

hiding from the rain

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


magnetisation/form

like magnets