there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

really i want the internet

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Today I felt like starting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we can only engage in such a way

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

autonomy of learning

its performative

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

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