mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

plato

i dont understand magnetisation

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good short few pages

like first name

what do you think my name is

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

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We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

no like which do people call me

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

feel you

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

was it worth it

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

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to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life

its performative