i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

brb i will read and reply sincerely

no longer writing in the third person

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i love it here

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

and the fake qualifier

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

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i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now