what do you mean
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
...
and the fake qualifier
the site i am dreaming
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i really havent
I am below everything.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
or never left
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.really i want the internet