Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


"Put a blanket."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

13, H, grate

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
part of an old note. It will get lighter.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

...

Rain, starting

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I Write Goodbye Letter

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

its good

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

you cannot feed someone truth


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"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

autonomy of learning

Style

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation