Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I am below everything.

really i want the internet

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

yes

Rain, starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i love it here

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

you have a beautiful account btw

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thank you, Jack

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.