this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Rain, starting

magnetisation/form

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

Slug

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

was it worth it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

in a post. I want to be remembered

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i really havent

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

"Put a blanket."

propensity within someone

i want to do that too

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

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so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

that looks like my instagram account

really i want the internet

Better Lift

Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.