i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
Today I felt like starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
hiding from the rain
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
as in
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
god being the centre magnet
which magnetises chains of pins
plato
its good short few pages
abrar?
we can only engage in such a way
brb i will read and reply sincerely
like magnets
whats your name?
sorry i am texting like a slav
we need to be deconstructing our identities
but i respect your search
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i want to do that too
December 2025