currently

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.


autonomy of learning

as in

propensity within someone

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

bro i read nothing in my life

lol

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

much more tactility

so the method has to be autonomous

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

brb i will read and reply sincerely

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

was it worth it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yeah