you cannot feed someone truth
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
really i want the internet
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
but i respect your search
all that is to say
no longer writing in the third person
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
you have a beautiful account btw
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
propensity within someone
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
autonomy of learning
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08