I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Can I see


you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

send link

so at the end

its performative

hello reader,

magnetisation/form

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Better Lift

December 2025

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

much more tactility

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24