that looks like my instagram account

i really havent

plato

and the fake qualifier

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

we need to be deconstructing our identities

is this you as well

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i really havent

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

have you read

i want to do that too

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i was tempted to lie about my name

god being the centre magnet

its good

feel you

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

its good

but really the thing should be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext