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Today I felt like starting

IWGD

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

13, H, grate

Rain, starting

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

not their contents

isaac

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like magnets

have you read

plato

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Better Lift

i was tempted to lie about my name

i dont understand magnetisation

i want to do that too

we need to be deconstructing our identities

thank you

we can only engage in such a way