Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

lol yea

2 (actually index). two is company

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

hello reader,

Better Lift

which magnetises chains of pins

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

ion

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

13, H, grate

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

fw

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

division of reality is straying away from it

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

"Put a blanket."

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

hiding from the rain