division of reality is straying away from it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

bro i read nothing in my life

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

or never left

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

isaac newton

thank you

we can only engage in such a way

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

autonomy of learning

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

December 2025

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

really i want the internet

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i understand

Slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

you cannot feed someone truth

sorry i am texting like a slav

i dont understand magnetisation

no longer writing in the third person