Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i love it here
we need to be deconstructing our identities
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
isaac newton
feel you
plato
ion
like first name
autonomy of learning
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
its good
all that is to say
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
its performative
ahnaf abrar
magnetisation/form
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Thank you, Jack
what do you think my name is
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.