think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you have a beautiful account btw

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i love it here

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

but i respect your search

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

wait what is that

autonomy of learning

not so on: yvf(wthw)

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

division of reality is straying away from it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i understand


wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


idk

the site i am dreaming

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

really i want the internet

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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.