amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

really i want the internet

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i really havent

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

autonomy of learning

yeah

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

propensity within someone

not their contents

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

2 (actually index). two is company

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

hello reader,

Lift Analysis

It Will Get Lighter

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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