you cannot feed someone truth
so the method has to be autonomous
fw
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
so at the end
not so on: yvf(wthw)
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
December 2025
hello reader,
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
was it worth it
thank you
that looks like my instagram account
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
and the fake qualifier
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class