We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i love it here

so an active mazelike process

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"Put a blanket."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

plato

ahnaf abrar

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Better Lift

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

is this you as well

hiding from the rain

you cannot feed someone truth

It's

dusk

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you